by cmoon » Sat Nov 03, 2007 4:55 am
I'm breaking my own rule by replying, since I said I was 'done', and I do indeed mean that.
However, my biggest problem is that I honestly don't understand what you (Kevin) are talking about. You say that I act like a juvenile, you say that I attack people (potato) and that my tone is sardonic. If I actually was doing any of the things you claimed, or could even understand why you perceive my actions that way, I'd happily apologize.
To be honest, your (Kevin's) statements utterly bewilder me, and it isn't the first time. I truly don't understand what you mean or are even referring to, and I don't care to be 'educated' by you on the matter.
So why am I breaking my rule...it's because beyond being called a jerk, juvenile and whatever else, now I'm told that I'm too big to apologize. Well, I guess you believe whatever you want about me anyway, but since this is a public space and you are posting these things about me I want to at least defend myself and say that if I understood what these comments and or attacks I was supposedly making were, and if they were truly what you made them out to be (not a perceived thing just in your mind), I would happily apologize because that's the sort of person I am.
I feel (as I've said in PMs) that I just can't see eye-to-eye with you Kevin. I'm not mad at you, I just don't understand you, and I don't get the comments you make about me. I definitely know I don't have time to enter into this game. I don't want to resolve any issues with you, I don't want to find some way to mend our differences. My time in real life is more important than trying to fix this thing with you I don't even understand. I just want to walk away knowing that we can all follow the rules and you can leave me out of further discussions because I don't want to be a part of them.
Thus, I am (for the last time) asking simply that you follow the rules about the spam-posts and leave me out of all this other business. This has just been one too many straws on the proverbial camel's back for me.
Edit: and to make clear--I am not responding to this. I will not post in this thread again.
"I'm in my own head now, and it's where I should be" --Snitter